These past few days have been proof...everyone is in really weird place right now. I have problems too but nothing that affects me greatly. Today i hung out with a close friend who im still glad we have a really good connection and relationship, and always will. But then others...things are getting weird. Friends are becoming more and more de-tached from one another, some for completely idiotic reasons, some for reasons that are hard to explain, but whatever. I hope for those of you that i care about that are in a rough time get better, and just realize whatever happened isnt the end of the world, regardless of the situation. We all go through these rough points in our life, but i really believe something will come along soon that brings us all back together, or I can at least hope. I can feel pretty unhappy too sometimes, mainly when I'm alone, but I always seem to get postive thoughts that can keep me from losing my positive outlook on life usually. So, for all you who I care for, and you know who you are, keep your heads up. Things will get better.

Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
i would hope not

When you're walking, do you stop to drink?
nah daw

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
not if you like want it but dont do anything about it..if you work for it i'd think so

Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
yeah

Ever snuck out of your house?
yeah

Kill or Be killed?
i'd kill over be killed...

Break someones heart or have your heart broken?
break someones heart cause the 2nd sucks

What did you do today?
slept in, had lunch, chilled with amigos, watched a lame movie, and here i am

Do you like someone right this second?
hmm.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
i have two and need a job to get more, asap

What was the last thing you ate?
chocolate chip cookie from subway

Are you a morning person or a night person?
night person..i'll sleep all day and do shit all night because its cooler fo sho

Do you snore?
quiet sleeper

Do you know anyone who has gotten an abortion?
dont think so

What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead body?
uhhh...poke it

Do you like to spend time with people?
yeah but too much of one person gets annoying

Are you hungry?
no but i'd eat anyway
(claudias answer sums me up perfectly)

Are you a forgiving person?
usually, except for assholes who got too many chances

When was the last time you did the dishes?
i have a machine for that. but i take them out weekly probably

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
3...yeah bitches.

Do you want a relationship right now?
i do but im not really trying for one just hope it happens soon

What are you about to do?
watch six feet under and touch myself

Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
yeah

If you could be a superhero what would you want to do?
either fly or be a chameleon..changing identities would be SUH-WEET

Your name plus "ness"?
eddyness, eduardoness, EDUARDORICARDOGONZALEZNESS.

Three feelings at the moment?
awake

Done anything you regret so far in life?
yeah but if someone hasnt i'd find that weirder

Are you listening to anything?
passion pit

Where are you right now?
my matress on my floor

What are you scared of?
the future as well, and uncertainty

Last movie you watched?
what just happened. t'was whatever

Last song you sang out loud?
pyramid song by radiohead

Are you thinking of someone right now?
yeah

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
uhhh...fernando

Last thing you downloaded on your computer?
a song sent from mickey

Have you changed much this year?
eh not really i wanna work on it

Where was the last place you went besides where you are?
gamestop

Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
yeah but its usually pretty off so not worth mentioning

Do you speak any other language?
barely spanish

Do you dress for style or comfort?
comfort is my style. havent wore something besides sandals in forever

Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
no but that sounds sweet

What's the craziest thing you've done?
it involes midgets, jack daniels, and a childo

Favorite color(s)?
red and WHITE

What is your favorite Nickelback song?
you mean they arent all one song? didnt notice

What are you looking forward to this summer?
getting more stuff accomplished, and spending time with all the homies again

Last time you smiled?
not too long ago

If you could choose any fate what would you choose?
to live with my man crush robert downey jr, dudes a badass and a hottie fo sho

If you could have anything in the world, what would you want?
the time machine from back to the future.

So lately I've been thinking alot...and michelle already kinda wrote what I think, that I want shit to change, but when it gets right down to it...at this point not much can change. There are some people who claim to be friends but don't really do much to show it when it comes down to it..and it sucks but whate'er those people should do something about that. At least those people we always hang out with when we're bored are like our real friends and are there for us and shi. MAD LOVE to my boo fernando for always giving me rides to place like the hospital. <3333333333333333 love himmmmm.but yeah I mean I dont want things to change drastically..just get more interesting but Im still glad I have the people i do. Even if I go to like UCF with like 3 or 4 friends that are still here I'd probably still be happy cuz I'd have friends with me where i go. Lets see how the future plays out



PS That hitler thing pierre posted is badass

fuck michelle for ruining halloween, and the whole weekend for that matter. wah wah wah i wanna be with vargas, NO ONE CARES MICHELLE, NO ONE FUCKING CARES. AND MY BURNS ARE WAY COOLER THAN VARGAS' FAGGOTY PIERCINGS. LEARN TO ANSWER THE PHONE AND NOT FALL ASLEEP AT 1 LIKE A DUMB BITCH.

and guess what?


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Its frustrating when you aren't sure what you want, but even more frustrating when you dont know what anyone else wants.

These past few days have more than ever made me realize how much i really love my close friends, they're the most amazing people i know. You dont realize just HOW much one friend means to you until they leave, its sad but at the same time good because it just makes you appreciate that person more and realize how much of a part of your life they are. When im with them, everything is ok, no matter what situation. They always know the right thing to say or do, no matter what. These are the kind of people i never want to lose contact with, they all mean so much to me. One of them im still a tad unsure of but im always positive that they could just prove me wrong, as paranoid as i can get sometimes. Either way, these past few days, especially last night, were the most emotional filled times of my life, and are filled with memories i'll never forget. If you guys read this, I love you all so much, you guys really are a huge part of my happiness. One day we'll be together, one heart, one mind.

I wish we had more time. -_____________-

It's weird, I've felt kinda weird most of the summer, not knowing exactly what I want or what made me happy. But idk, these past few days, everything just feels right again. I've spent alot of time with the friends I love, and gotten closer to some new awesome people. Theres just one thing I want to fix, and then I think things'll be perfect again. I like being optimistic.

life is beautiful.

I was there for a while and fell in love with it all over again. The people are amazing, they are ALL nice and no one comes off rude or anything. The weather is fucking amazing..but a little bitter at night without sunlight and cold ass winds making your whole face numb lmao. Seriously the only thing i was looking forward to coming back was all my awesome friends and shi, nothing else.

On a side note,

Of course the trip made me miss you, but now we're reduced to nothing because you're too stubborn to want anything to do with me...and it sucks because i miss you still and always will. I thought of all the good times we had there and wouldnt change any of them for anything in the world. Im hoping one day we can sit down and maybe have lunch and catch up on our lives because that would make me happy, but who knows.

I know everyone else has done the same but i still have to.

This weekend was one of the best ever with some of the best people ever. Everyday was awesome and I pretty much felt like I lived with all my friends. So many moments to remember its ridiculous. I've never loved miami this much at all, I'm definetely coming down to see ultra for a few more years, and hopefully have a reunion with everyone.

I feel bad for everyone whos spring break ended today but at least you guys ended it on an amazing note. Im gonna stay up for a while and remember Ultra listening to some trance and techno and shii.

Road trip anyone?

SO today I was hit with something big. Apparently, my dad, who I haven't spoken to in over 4 years called and said he wanted to see me. So, im seeing him on christmas day. I'm a little overwhelmed with a few emotions, anger, confusion, but im mainly just really nervous, i dunno why, I have no reason to be. I just feel like he isnt even a part of my life so after all that time, for him to come back, its just a really..weird thought.

Don't worry, be happy.

Words to live by.

I hope the future is good.

Have you ever had the feeling where you realize much later theres so much shit you dont appreciate? I'm not gonna bore anyone and get into specifics, but theres so much shit alot of us have that we take for granted: people, things (sentimental or not), and just our current situations in general. Lately I just feel like i've been taking way too much for granted and haven't done anything to show my gratitude for any of it. Im gonna try to make a vow and stick to it that im gonna put more effort into working hard, and just trying to show that I appreciate the stuff I have, so I can feel like I earned it all.

Fucking badass

Yes, the weekend was amazing.